Wait, what? It’s November already?

Well, it would hardly do to botch the challenge on the very first day, would it? So, let me tell you about the fun things going on in my world lately:

• Even when I get enough sleep, I don’t get enough sleep. Last night was not an example of my getting enough sleep, however. You’d think that traipsing up and down our designated annual Halloween street in the chilling wind would have made me tired enough to sleep like the (un)dead, but no. Never underestimate my ability to fail at the simple task of losing consciousness for anything close to seven hours a night.
• Speaking of All Hallow’s Eve, I think the kids had a good time last night. Alex’s costume turned out to be something on the order of a Rorschach test. He was supposed to be a “bookworm,” with painted on glasses and a big book in his hands, open for reading as he absentmindedly mumbled “Trick or treat” from door to door. Yet, nobody really picked up on that. Several people assumed his costume was “devoted student,” including a couple of suggestions that he was a Reedie. Two suggested he was either portraying or reading Harry Potter. One actually recognized the book in his hands, namely the massive, complete Hitchhiker’s Guide volume. We had a number of good laughs, anyway. That’s the whole point. Well, that and candy. We mustn’t forget the candy.
• Apparently I’m the go-to guy for doing nigh-impossible things with fussy laptops. Unfortunately, unlike the last two times, this time I think I’m stumped. I can’t sync a 200 MB Outlook data file over an ISDN connection, at least not within a couple of hours. And since I told the laptop to try exactly that, now I can’t make anything else work. That’ll teach me to do what I’m told, won’t it?
• How’s the job in general? I’ve entered that wonderfully awkward phase in which I sort of know what I’m supposed to do, but actually learning all of the fiddly bits (such as: which clients behave like what, the accepted method of creating logins, best practices for service request creation and management) is completely defeating my poor little brain. I don’t feel like my coworkers think I’m a total waste of oxygen (yet), but I’m quite keenly frustrated nonetheless. I spent nine years in one kind of job, and this is… something else entirely. I’m not terribly confident in my ability to adjust to this style of doing things.
• Cohabitating with Kyla has reduced many of the negative aspects of our relationship while exacerbating a few others, though much of that can be chalked up to a general lack of funds in addition to living in a fairly confined space. My room has all of my stuff in it, which makes working with our combined stuff rather entertaining at times. It’ll be a big relief when she has a place that’s truly her own. Not that I mind having her around so much of the time, to be clear, but my room just isn’t big enough for the both of us.
• My energy levels in general have been very, very low since about… oh… June? I’ve enjoyed brief periods of recovery in the last couple of months but it never lasts. Enjoyment itself is at a loss lately. I don’t have the drive to do very much, and often when I can work up the energy I don’t end up satisfied with the results. (Wow, this could be read in an entirely naughty fashion, couldn’t it? Well, don’t. I’m not talking about that, at least not specifically, so get your mind out of the gutter.) I don’t know what to do about this. The multivitamins may be helping, but who’s to say? I don’t want to end up the lifeless, apathetic loser that I was in my early teens, so, what do I do? I don’t know, and I’m trying to care.

Let’s hope that I haven’t used up my allotment of words for the entire month just on this one posting. I have at least twenty-nine more entries to write, after all!